Well, I told adeline about jove and well... She's not too happy about it. She feels quite weird i guess, and i dun blame her. Whatever she wants to do. I feel its kind of my fault for not telling her any sooner.

Anyway, nothing to do now, can't call her she wun call me. This week keep thinking back. Well, got quite a few people whom I'd really fallen for. First was my best buddy/business partner's sister ba. Haha she was the first to give me the name LYC. I've been using that name ever since! She was very bubbly and a rather fun person... Quite cute also... But she never fell for me and she's always chasing idols. Miss those days in sec 4 when they my friends would tease me about her... Haha those were the days!!!

Next would be Xue Wen... I think she's the best looking girl, very friendly and very caring too. I got to know her parents before i knew her... LOL... I would go to bugis the whole day to play arcade, and have lunch and dinner at her parent's stall... From then i got to know this really pretty girl and we would hang out... It was only after nearly a year that i went after her and we would go out quite often... Sadly tho, we nearly got together but my sister didn't really like her and we had some little misunderstandings... Nonetheless, it was a rather nice period of time in my life...

Another important person would be a little girl i'd known during my short duration in the Jrock community. That was the time when my financial status was growing and i should say... Nearing its peak... She was really cute and had a very infectious smile! I would try to get things that would make her happy and do small simple things to make her life more... Maybe better? Anyway she's very frank and funny at times. Tooooooooooooooo bad tho, things never worked out and I guess that's the end of the story.

Last but not least would be my gf. I guess maybe not the biggest impact on my life but indeed its a huge one. We were together during her sec 4 school term and things were beautiful... Everything in the world seemed... Blessed when i was with her. She was very cheerful, very sweet and being with her really made me forget all my worries. I would go to school everyday only to wait till her lessons ended so i could meet her, send her home and see her again. Nothing in the world seemed more important at that time. But she had to study when it was nearing her exams and her parents didn't want me seeing her... So we slowly lost each other and its only until this year august that we're together again... So many things have happened since i lost her, my life was miserable. I tried going out with many other girls, trying to fall in love... But the feeling never was the same and more often than not, things ended before it could even get started. Life was never the same again. Now that she's back, I really wish I can cherish her and be with her. She's the type of people I would consider, marrying material... But I wun dare say that to her. I bet she'll freak out. She's not too happy about some things that i've done before we patched. But its nothing indecent in case any of you reading misunderstand. Just hope that she'll understand and let me love her like we were together last time. Its hard to lose the things that are most important to you... But its even worse if you have to go through it a second time...

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